Overcoming Life Dilema

I don't know if  this decision is the best decision I ever done or is it the most wise decision I ever made?? Been too much depending on other people all this time. Never been really dependent to myself in making up decision. I know its real tough to stand alone and it wasn't my first time but still every moved that I made is giving me pain in my nerves. Somehow I learn that life is always difficult nothing comes easy and everyday is a struggle but it depend on us either we want to live in pain/dissapoinment or embrace every moment,every step in overcoming life struggles.
          I have a dream, I wanted to travel the world and have a good life but there is no doubt along the way we will always learn something new and there is always something that stop us from reaching our dream. This year I been wanted to lose few kg and get into better shape than I always been for few years, it was so hard at the beginning but I managed to lose few kg somehow and now I can wear something bit better than I was before. My next mission  is to travel the world while working,Im working out for it and on my way to save some money. As it is in whatever we plan it will not always get it as how we wanted it to work. I go through this problem just at my 1st month working in  singapore, one night come back home to Johor Bahru from Singapore. They told me at the Malaysia Immigration Custom that I wouldn't be able to come back to Singapore because of my Education Loans problem and I have to settle things up before they can let me go to Singapore the next day.
        Things never been easy and I just started my job in Singapore for a month. If they stop me from going to Singapore I will have problem financially. It makes me think if I rather settle wth Malaysia government or come bck to singapore at d same night before they stop me the next day. So, I was confused for instance and as I come back home I lay down my bed and think either I go to Kuala Lumpur and not knowing when it will settle or come back to singapore before it was too late and settle things while im in singapore.
           From thinking going to Kuala Lumpur,I changed my way to Singapore instead.Getting my friend to hold my room keys which I give my whole trust on him to deal things for me while I am much aware that I wouldn't able to go any other country if I dnt go that night,by God grace its like a miracle Im out from Malaysia and now living in Singapore. I will continue another day how I overcome my struggle,so for now be happy live life..

After The Resignation

It takes me sometime to get my own space to do this blogging.. I think its almost  months of not updating what has been going on on the moment. I seriously have resign my job and get into a real journey of my own world with so much of drama around the road..Hahahaahaha...The story happen to be so funny, exciting and some of the feelings is not easy to be explain to everybody. I went through pain,dissapointment and found my own happiness but still working out for it. I managed to get a job in Singapore once and for all somewhere in Orchard,and from just applying as a waitress they given me on the go training for Management Trainee. Way far from what I expected,and along the time passed been to so much pain then happiness.. Hahahaha.. Feeling blessed for what I have received so far even there is sometime pain i hve to endure and i have to take to grow and become an adult.
  We have to believe that anywhere in this world will always be somebody who doesnt like our existance but we also have to believe that also there is somewhere around the world where ppl real need us to become part of their life. Whatever it is,always be thankfull for God gift today and have the courage to walk in the storm. There is so much to talk about but i will keep updating my blog again once im free.