Decision Making

It's a day full of blessing. Maybe in some point it sound so rediculous to be grateful and still be happy when the day seems just the same like any other day but still telling yourself this day or today is a blessing. Was sitting on my couch,awake early each morning on my holiday break with no plannings. Looking for some answers perhaps will I be able to see or breathe a new miracle coming along my way.
After 2 weeks Im going to be jobless since I have made my decision to quit not even before my holiday. The most terrifying and horrible situation I have to face is how am I going to survived being jobless and alone. While the same time I would need to packed my things and moved out from my house to cut the living cost after I quit my job since I wouldnt able to afford to live like I used to.
Thinking about all the consequences,It's just going to give me headache and maybe regrets. But, I think I have made the right decision to quit my job that I thought the best job I ever had all this time after I finished my study. I just want to be happy but nothing even worse than being lonely and need to push yourself to be happy on the job with terrible people around you. I start to feel irritated with everyone especially to my Indian colleagues,job is already irritating for me but you are making things worse. Scissor noise become an issue to find trouble with me. Whatever,I dont put my status the same level as the other person who are irritating me. I have seen amazing wonderfull indian people in my life which they are damn good to me.
One bad doesnt make everybody bad. Maybe its time for me to leave even if she doesn't do this to me. I still choose to leave because I just want to be happy and I dont want to defined my loneliness as the reason for being sick sticking around with people. Sometime, what we need is a time for ourselves to feel content with life. Away from the life hustle and people's drama,everyone is being fake and how I wish I can open their undercover masks.